I'm back and with good news...I went out!!! I know that for some of you reading this post wouldn't care that much, but for a person who suffers from panic attacks means a LOT!. Let me tell you the story, I needed to get some of my clothing fix, since I have lost a couple of pounds, but you all know that if you are going to have your clothing fix, you need to go. So, I told my husband to take me out and he couldn't believe it because is rare for me to ask something like that. We head out and of course I was feeling uncomfortable, I was asking God to give me the strenght to go to the tailor place. Guess what happened, we run into heavy traffic and I was getting desperate but I ask for strenght, I was going to learn how self control works, either you allow your fears overcome you or you will stand strong. In the middle of thinking what to do, I guess I hit the turn on of my ipod and this song came on.. Is a song about even though you can't see God, he's there with you. Gosh I felt strong and we went all the way there, since then I'd been trying to go out as much as I can,. Because if God gave me the strength to do it once, he will always do it. The good news is that I'd been out a little more than before. See? WE CAN DO IT!!!
2 Timoty 1:7
7For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
And I want to share the song I heard that night.
That's all for now. Love you all and remain strong!!! God is with you.
I have an awesome aunt, she is a great person, a wonderful mother and an incredible friend and the greatest wife ever. Now she's going through a lot, because she got breast cancer but she hasn't stop smiling even tho she gets a lot of pain from her treatment. And I have learned from her strenght, because even tho I have panic attacks is not even close to what she has to suffer everyday and I can't imagine how I would deal with something like that. But you know I have learnt that even tho there's a black cloud above you , you can still smile and see life as a wonderful flower waiting to bloom. Panics attacks are nothing when someone you love is going through so much suffering and is trying to fight for her life. And the most important thing she trust a lot in God, she knows that she's a figther and a conqueror. I'm happy just to know that I have someone like her in my life even tho we live in a different country right know.
So, let's have our heads above the water we think is covering us and show love for those whom are fighting to live. Love you all and we all can be more that conqueror when we have Jesus.
Keep it up and never give up.